Sunday, March 28, 2004
I'm getting unproductive again. I HATE afternoons. I have been battling with the "afternoon-problem" for years!! I hate it!! I can do some work in the morning but as soon as the afternoon hits I just can't do it. I hate the lazy blah feeling of an afternoon. Hurry up and get dark! That's what I like about the winter, it gets dark early. I dunno, I can just get more done at night.
Well anyway, I am going to go back to studying for my Ancient Mesopotamia final test. Just got in from walking my dog. It's a beautiful day outside here in Toronto, especially where I live on the waterfront. Too bad it's not DARK THOUGH. *grumble grumble*...
So I studied for my Biblical Hebrew test a bit this morning... אָז תָּבֹאנָה, שְׁתַּיִם נָשִׁים זֹנוֹתאֶלהַמֶּלֶךְ וַתַּעֲמֹדְנָה,
לְפָנָיו
Did some studying for Mesopotamia...but I need more because I wasted the afternoon reading that novel again and then sleeping..grrr....Okay tonight is the night where I have to finish that essay!! I HAVE to! It'll be completely screwed if I don't, my whole week is booked up and too busy -not to mention I have to keep studying for that test too. Apparently my dad is even coming on my already-busy Monday so I have to meet him for lunch ahh.
I must I must I must...I mean it's only 5 pages, and I guess I pretty much have all the sources I need...its not going to be that thoroughly researched unfortunately, I could have done a way better job but time is the issue. I mean I DO hope that they aren't expecting the type of paper I am thinking of because I would need so much time to write that! A year maybe! I suppose we have 4 months to write it and here I am writing it in the last 2 weeks, but doesn't everyone?? Time flies too fast in university, I swear. I am trying to keep up with all of my homework and studying and daily life and then POOF, my essay is due and I could have sworn that I started it 4 months ago but the only thing done is a topic with a sentence of research. I suck.
I just hope I can get my grades up where I want them to be...I was thinking of applying for that er...Millenium Excellence Scholarship for 2nd years, or...yah...I filled out half the application...I will fill the rest out later when I have time..and I have to see if one of my profs will write me a reference letter. But it's so stupid, they always want someone who will know you SO well about everything you do but yet it can't be a friend or family...how would a professor, etc, know that much about you!??! I mean I even have class sizes of 15-ish and yah sure he knows me by name and etc but he doesn't know anything about me or can attest to my involvement in the school/community. Oye!
I am going to try anyway though, I could really really use the money.
In other news....I am going to get some water.
POOF
Well anyway, I am going to go back to studying for my Ancient Mesopotamia final test. Just got in from walking my dog. It's a beautiful day outside here in Toronto, especially where I live on the waterfront. Too bad it's not DARK THOUGH. *grumble grumble*...
So I studied for my Biblical Hebrew test a bit this morning... אָז תָּבֹאנָה, שְׁתַּיִם נָשִׁים זֹנוֹתאֶלהַמֶּלֶךְ וַתַּעֲמֹדְנָה,
לְפָנָיו
Did some studying for Mesopotamia...but I need more because I wasted the afternoon reading that novel again and then sleeping..grrr....Okay tonight is the night where I have to finish that essay!! I HAVE to! It'll be completely screwed if I don't, my whole week is booked up and too busy -not to mention I have to keep studying for that test too. Apparently my dad is even coming on my already-busy Monday so I have to meet him for lunch ahh.
I must I must I must...I mean it's only 5 pages, and I guess I pretty much have all the sources I need...its not going to be that thoroughly researched unfortunately, I could have done a way better job but time is the issue. I mean I DO hope that they aren't expecting the type of paper I am thinking of because I would need so much time to write that! A year maybe! I suppose we have 4 months to write it and here I am writing it in the last 2 weeks, but doesn't everyone?? Time flies too fast in university, I swear. I am trying to keep up with all of my homework and studying and daily life and then POOF, my essay is due and I could have sworn that I started it 4 months ago but the only thing done is a topic with a sentence of research. I suck.
I just hope I can get my grades up where I want them to be...I was thinking of applying for that er...Millenium Excellence Scholarship for 2nd years, or...yah...I filled out half the application...I will fill the rest out later when I have time..and I have to see if one of my profs will write me a reference letter. But it's so stupid, they always want someone who will know you SO well about everything you do but yet it can't be a friend or family...how would a professor, etc, know that much about you!??! I mean I even have class sizes of 15-ish and yah sure he knows me by name and etc but he doesn't know anything about me or can attest to my involvement in the school/community. Oye!
I am going to try anyway though, I could really really use the money.
In other news....I am going to get some water.
POOF