Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Ps.
I just want to write and work on my novel/screenplay. How frustrating. My mind is bursting with story and imagery and I can't do anything about it. I even catch myself narrating while walking down the street and whatnot.
Despite that it has nothing to do with tests or research papers, when I have the overwhelming urge to rush to my ibook to type up a mad storm, I can only grit my teeth and try to redirect my mind back to the focus of , in this case, studying!!
Damn you school for being so time consuming. If I did not have this test tomorrow, I would have tossed my books aside by 9pm. At 9pm I will then treat myself to 2 hours of writing.
It's beginning to consume me. My entire world is changing again. The view from a writer's perspective is quite a constrast to when I was not in that mindset. Now I disect people and their interactions and the world around me so that I--alright , alright, I'm going back to study.
Yeesh.
*grumble grumble*
I just want to write and work on my novel/screenplay. How frustrating. My mind is bursting with story and imagery and I can't do anything about it. I even catch myself narrating while walking down the street and whatnot.
Despite that it has nothing to do with tests or research papers, when I have the overwhelming urge to rush to my ibook to type up a mad storm, I can only grit my teeth and try to redirect my mind back to the focus of , in this case, studying!!
Damn you school for being so time consuming. If I did not have this test tomorrow, I would have tossed my books aside by 9pm. At 9pm I will then treat myself to 2 hours of writing.
It's beginning to consume me. My entire world is changing again. The view from a writer's perspective is quite a constrast to when I was not in that mindset. Now I disect people and their interactions and the world around me so that I--alright , alright, I'm going back to study.
Yeesh.
*grumble grumble*
