Saturday, March 19, 2005
I really wish I had something interesting to say.
Describing my days now would just bore you to tears, and if you recall my full length narratives on days of before, then you'll realize that if *i* decide that they are too boring to post, then surely you must believe me.
I'm honestly just trying to get as much work done from this stressful stack of work that is, in my mind, physically impossible to complete. It's stressful. I get anxiety attacks here and there, I guess.
I try to remember that it's all meaningless in the end. I just wish grades weren't so permanent.
I've noticed that of late I spend more time in the common room at night, pretty much escaping reality. Of course, I've gotten a handful of people addicted to Battlestar Galactica. Even if you're not really into sci fi, most people like the show.
The finish line is almost here but I think seeing it scares me more.
I'm not getting enough done but I can't seem to push myself anymore than I am. I don't know if it's that I don't care anymore or that I've just burned myself out to the point where I don't care anymore.
I'm actually disturbed at the notion that I'm possibly starting to dislike archaeology. I definetely despise Hebrew now. I can't frakking come up for air in that class.
ah well.
All my friends in my rez, including myself, are showing signs of craziness. It's actually really funny.
Describing my days now would just bore you to tears, and if you recall my full length narratives on days of before, then you'll realize that if *i* decide that they are too boring to post, then surely you must believe me.
I'm honestly just trying to get as much work done from this stressful stack of work that is, in my mind, physically impossible to complete. It's stressful. I get anxiety attacks here and there, I guess.
I try to remember that it's all meaningless in the end. I just wish grades weren't so permanent.
I've noticed that of late I spend more time in the common room at night, pretty much escaping reality. Of course, I've gotten a handful of people addicted to Battlestar Galactica. Even if you're not really into sci fi, most people like the show.
The finish line is almost here but I think seeing it scares me more.
I'm not getting enough done but I can't seem to push myself anymore than I am. I don't know if it's that I don't care anymore or that I've just burned myself out to the point where I don't care anymore.
I'm actually disturbed at the notion that I'm possibly starting to dislike archaeology. I definetely despise Hebrew now. I can't frakking come up for air in that class.
ah well.
All my friends in my rez, including myself, are showing signs of craziness. It's actually really funny.
