Monday, April 04, 2005
*The Clock is Running*...
Good day, April 4, I have my 2nd final exam today. The worst of them all...Hebrew...
My fate, literally, for next year depends entirely on my performance in this examination. The last midterm in this class still upsets me because I performed so badly on it...but it was due to a passage that I wasn't prepared for...arhg..This time, I didn't leave anything (I hope) unprepared.
Besides the stress of exams. I'm pissed off. Really pissed off. To the point where it actually made me want to post in my blog.
I was social convener for a certain undergrad dpt society, but I was the only one on this years council that wasn't one of a group of friends that got elected to it. You can probably already predict the problems that were going to ensue. I was literally ignored all year. I was never told about meetings or decisions and pretty much was left out of the loop. I decided to finally run the social in March and I emailed them numerous times about getting it going, to which they never replied. I arranged it and ran it at a pub and it went fairly well. Thank bloody hell I didn't spend too much (80 dollars) because when the rest of the council finally did decide to reply, it was to play ignorance to the knowledge of the social. Posters and website postings were up...not sure how they missed that, too, not to mention the emails I sent them about it. Needless to say, they went to "you know who" and told them it was unauthorized because it wasn't a decision made by the whole council and thus, nobody would reimburse me. They just screwed me for 80 bucks...for doing my f-ing job when they wouldn't.
All of a sudden, they are now arranging a social and advertising for it--without ever asking me, letting me know, or including me in the decision. Not even an attempt. WTF.
They have the power to authorize it so they can use the money.
I'm so frakking mad because I'm out 80 dollars and left with a sour taste in my mouth. I've never wanted to clock someone so badly as I do now. I'm not in a position of any advantage because it's all of them against me.
I want to just say f-ck everyone and walk away from this, but at the same time, it's money...
arhg.
I guess I'm at fault in some of it, but so are they!
Anyway, I'm really trying to get it off of my mind.
I gotta go back to studying now...4 hours left of study-time.
Then I have 2 more exams on Thursday that I need to focus on.
Then I'm going home for 4 days before my last 2 exams April 19 and 20 and my last research paper due, and I'm finished here.
Good day, April 4, I have my 2nd final exam today. The worst of them all...Hebrew...
My fate, literally, for next year depends entirely on my performance in this examination. The last midterm in this class still upsets me because I performed so badly on it...but it was due to a passage that I wasn't prepared for...arhg..This time, I didn't leave anything (I hope) unprepared.
Besides the stress of exams. I'm pissed off. Really pissed off. To the point where it actually made me want to post in my blog.
I was social convener for a certain undergrad dpt society, but I was the only one on this years council that wasn't one of a group of friends that got elected to it. You can probably already predict the problems that were going to ensue. I was literally ignored all year. I was never told about meetings or decisions and pretty much was left out of the loop. I decided to finally run the social in March and I emailed them numerous times about getting it going, to which they never replied. I arranged it and ran it at a pub and it went fairly well. Thank bloody hell I didn't spend too much (80 dollars) because when the rest of the council finally did decide to reply, it was to play ignorance to the knowledge of the social. Posters and website postings were up...not sure how they missed that, too, not to mention the emails I sent them about it. Needless to say, they went to "you know who" and told them it was unauthorized because it wasn't a decision made by the whole council and thus, nobody would reimburse me. They just screwed me for 80 bucks...for doing my f-ing job when they wouldn't.
All of a sudden, they are now arranging a social and advertising for it--without ever asking me, letting me know, or including me in the decision. Not even an attempt. WTF.
They have the power to authorize it so they can use the money.
I'm so frakking mad because I'm out 80 dollars and left with a sour taste in my mouth. I've never wanted to clock someone so badly as I do now. I'm not in a position of any advantage because it's all of them against me.
I want to just say f-ck everyone and walk away from this, but at the same time, it's money...
arhg.
I guess I'm at fault in some of it, but so are they!
Anyway, I'm really trying to get it off of my mind.
I gotta go back to studying now...4 hours left of study-time.
Then I have 2 more exams on Thursday that I need to focus on.
Then I'm going home for 4 days before my last 2 exams April 19 and 20 and my last research paper due, and I'm finished here.
