Monday, January 23, 2006
"Down in a hole"
Suddenly everything is going wrong.
I'm getting sick. I'm praying my dog doesn't die today - he's in Guelph today getting a couple units of plasma. I'm getting flak from people for certain things I don't want to talk about here - flak that is more hurtful than representative of anything, really. I'm stressed and anxious about my lack of money situation and now the problems ensuing at home that make me more than ever not want to ask for help. I might have to risk and find a temporary job, maybe reevaluate my course load situation. I don't know. I gotta think.
I need to sleep.
I don't have time. I have stuff due, a mountain of work to slog through.
I have to get back to it.
I gotta keep going, one step at a time.
I'm getting sick. I'm praying my dog doesn't die today - he's in Guelph today getting a couple units of plasma. I'm getting flak from people for certain things I don't want to talk about here - flak that is more hurtful than representative of anything, really. I'm stressed and anxious about my lack of money situation and now the problems ensuing at home that make me more than ever not want to ask for help. I might have to risk and find a temporary job, maybe reevaluate my course load situation. I don't know. I gotta think.
I need to sleep.
I don't have time. I have stuff due, a mountain of work to slog through.
I have to get back to it.
I gotta keep going, one step at a time.
